CHAPTER 56: THANKS Mom

arini dah masuk hari ke3 ramadhan..
sedihnya xleh posa...
bleeding love..
cepatlah stop...huuhuu

arini aku balik KJ jap..
kak lam x singgah kat puncak...
so, terpaksa la aku balik amik makanan yang mak kirim.. * miss u mom
thanks mak...

aku bertolak pulang ke puncak lam kul 5.30..
sampai puncak dah pukul 7...
jammed nye...huarghhh
letih dok men gear 1, 2 dan 3...

mom,
i wanted to go home..
miss u...
suka dengar mak berleter lagi dari org laen..
tringat ari first ramadhan...
we had a short conversation..

tiqah cakap rindu kat mak and abah..
mak cakap rindu juga nak tengok anak mak ni tambah comel lagi ke pe?
comel tu gemok..haha
dalam hati sedih...
haha...mak, tiqah tau mak mmg jenis cakap trus
sdangkan mak tak maksudkan pon..
mak...
bila bleh balik ni...
banyaknya kerja tiqah kat cni...huhu

CHAPTER 55: TOLONGLAH

akhir-akhir ni...
selalu sangat sakit kepala a.k.a migraine..
abah...
i hope i didnt get it from u...
sakit sangat-sangat...
aku tido tersangat awal...ntah la..
kul 9 lebih dah kat katil...
yang aku rasa otak aku mcam nak pecah..
cant do my work..
aku tinggal kan everything kat atas meja..
nasib baik lappy apa suma x kena curi..
huhu
thanks to nurul sbb urut kepala aku...
yer..aku menangis sebab sakit..
ignore every message yang masuk...

aku hanya terjaga pada pukul 11pagi esoknya..
nasib baik kelas cancel..
tu pun baca msg yang dihantar semalam...
mom...i wish u were here...

CHAPTER 54: HAPPY BIRTHDAY

happy birthday to one of my best friend...
12/8/2010
sorry saya tak leh attend..

actually,
banyak perkara yang jadi aritu..
buat saya makan hati nak pegi..
alkisah...

semasa aku dok kat lebreri bersama kengkwan asaimen..
1 msg masuk...

"tedd, tolong amik kitorang kat pkns kul 4.30pm.."

make me think,,,
aku ni budak suruhan ke?
ok-ok..tolong..
lagipun besday membe aku..

so, aku pegi la.. betolak lam kul 4.00pm nak g amik diorang..
alang-alang aku kuar..aku singgah mydin jap...
mau beli "bunga tanjung" kesayangan aku..
tup tup..
asek ada org call kawan aku je..
what the heck!! why?
ade ke patot suh aku cepat?
why nak hurry?
macam la aku pinjam keta ko..ceh..

then, xpe..
aku amik je...
jalan jammed...
maklumlah ari pertama umat islam berpuasa...
excluding me...sbb aku xposa...
bleeding love katakan...

next:
situasi lam keta..
oleh sbb aku drive keta..
aku mesti pandang cermin kan?
ok...xya wat muka...
xyah kuarkan ayat-ayat yang buat aku rasa bersalah...
minta tolong aku kan?
klu la aku ni jenis ignorance person..
ishhh
skrang..aku yang bersalah sbb tak ikhlas dah nak tolong..
yer la..dah buat aku camtu..
arah aku camtu...
fuck!

malam tuh:
aku try nak avoid xnak pegi..
yer..xnak pegi...xseronok jadi camtu..
jadi camni aku pon malas...
then
bleh plak cakap...
donut cmni nak makan camna...
yer...suma aku yang salah...
salah aku lambat...
salah aku donut camtu...
sori wei...
jangan minta tolong aku dah lepas ni...
thank u...

CHAPTER 53: TEEET

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."

CHAPTER 52: THE GIFT

CHAPTER 51: ADDING NEW MOO COLLECTION

CHAPTER 50: MOM, I`M SICK

Mak,,
Help me..
I`m in pain…
my head and my ankle.....owhhh


Huhu…

CHAPTER 49: NATIONAL ZOO OF MALAYSIA

Yeay…on 7 august 2010,
Ryena, Annie and me visited National Zoo of Malaysia situated at Ampang? Cheras? Gombak?
Don’t know what part of Selangor but as long as I managed to get there..
Per entry for an adult is RM25 …that price includes insect and butterfly farm..
Without that farm, per entry is only RM20..
Duration of the visit is about 5 hours that is from 11.00am until 4.30 pm..
I`m so tired!!
Perghh… and I know I have to finish all my works as soon as I arrived at puncak…
*sighhh

CHAPTER 48: GSS TOUR

GSS Tour stands for Gabungan Sabah Sarawak Serantau…
I had attend this meeting with my hosmet on 6.8.2010
And I really enjoyed the art performance…
One of my hosmet participate in the dance performance..
What it call? “is it tarian sumazau”? I don’t know..hihi
But that dance performance is one of sabah ethnic dance…

CHAPTER 47: FACE TO FACE WITH “HER”

She`s avoiding me…
But, u can run u can hide but u cant escape from me…
Okheh…as old lady…ehem ehem…
We discuss about it..
Ok…for those accused me…thank u so much..
I just want to say….repent!! before its too late…
I don’t want to know who had accuse me..
Because it only will turn it to hate…
I just want to fill my heart with love…
I love my friend..

CHAPTER 46: THIS IS ALLEGATION THAT I HAVE TO ACCEPT

Hak tuih..hak tuih…
This entry is like a shit…
This is what I felt…
“AKU DIFITNAH ORANG”
Its really hurt…
Hurmmm…”rambut sama itam, hati laen-laen”
Moral: Don’t trust anybody easily

CHAPTER 45: SUNGAI GABAI WATERFALL

On 31 July 2010,
I follow my housemate cluz trip to sungai gabai waterfall at hulu langat, selangor..
It tooks 2 hours before we reached our destination…
Hehe…i`m so excited but at the same time…
i`m so shy…
all of them are STPM students..
but I don’t care as long as i`m having fun…
there`s only zella and joshua in my car..
thanks yar for accompanying me…

I packed my own food and drinks..
Just a gardenia bread and tuna`s..
Wink wink…
Nice place to relax my mind…
I spend most of the days there… from 7 am until 7 pm…
Thank u so much…

On my way back,
I almost met an accident with BMW car!..
Huih…its rainy day..

Moral: Drive carefully during rainy days..huhu

Chapter 44: A HEAVEN OF LIGHTS

Yeay.. at last,
I managed to visit I-City situated at Seksyen 7..
Visit there on Sunday, 25th July 2010..
It was a rainy day..
But, I don’t care and don’t mind
First time hanging out with my new housemates and their friends…
I`m so happy yarr…
Thanks to them…

CHAPTER 43: MISS MY FAMILY AND HIM

Yeay…I met my family and him…
Most important, I get to know my future sister in law..
She`s sabahan…
“Elyani Sujilati Umu Saidah” a long name right?
Still a cute gurl eventhough she`s 30 years old…
A petite gurl..

I met her day after she`s meeting my mom at our house in KJ…
I couldn’t met her on that day because I followed my brother shopping at Sogo..yeay…
I bought padini authentic dress…cost RM49.90…a treat from my brother..
I bought a new samsung external hardisk (500GB) for RM245…
Most important…my brother bought me a new olympus digital camera for RM700..
Thanks Asrul Kamal…
One day, I will treat u after I have a job…
That`s my promise..

Back to my future sis in law…
I met her on my cousin`s wedding day…
Hehe…I thought she`s one of my brother friends…
Until my mom said …”Oh, ni yang datang semalam kat umah kan?”
So, I know she is my future sister in law…

From Azwan Fazal,
She knows a lot about me…
Wonder if my brother talk to her about me…hiyahhh…

Kuci-kuci bom bom…
Sorry… I know u came along the way from Malacca to Shah Alam just to see me..
And I cant spend my time with u..
Huhu…i`m so sad u know…
But…I love u..
Please bear in mind…
I alwiz love u…
I`m so sorry…
I managed to snap a few picas with him before he departured to Malacca…
I miss u..huhu…
And I love u mother…hihi..
Thanks for “sambal ikan bilis” and “ikan masin”
Yummieee!!!!

CHAPTER 42: ADAPT MYSELF TO NEW ENVIRONMENT

I`m really glad..
Feels really relieved knowing them..
A good person…
Thanks Allah…

CHAPTER 41:LIFE IS GETTING BETTER

Pin pin…
Life has change..must change..
I think about it too much..
Finally, I think about 1 solution..(alwiz choose this method)
Face to face…

Ok…I do love her..so much…
Both of us misunderstood…
Hahaha…silly me…
I love u alwiz..and alwiz dear..

CHAPTER 40: MY SISTA GONNA LEAVE ME

How could u Aqilah?
Huhu..
I`m gonna mish u…
Miss u so badly…
Really in a mess without u..
I love u